Get real. Share something you’re struggling with right now.
What am I supposed to be accomplishing with my life? What am I going to get out of this next hurtle? Where am I supposed to go next? So many questions right now that I really don’t have answers to, yet knowing that God is on my side, I’m sure something great will spawn from this, I’m just not sure what it is. Wow, that’s a really long sentence.
Pretty much every day lately I have been struggling with am I good enough? Could I have done better? Why did this happen? Am I smart enough? Am I driven enough?
When I was in high school and even college, I was scared to death of change, yet I felt like I was going somewhere. Somewhere big. And even if I wasn’t exactly sure where I was going, I still had the dream and the passion to accomplish it. Now I feel like I’m floundering at sea. Lost in the wind. It’s a feeling I’m very unfamiliar with and I’m not real sure I care for it either.
So there you have it. A very discombobulated post on how I’ve been feeling because honestly I can’t put my feelings and thoughts in to words.