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What am I supposed to be accomplishing with my life?  What am I going to get out of this next hurtle?  Where am I supposed to go next?  So many questions right now that I really don’t have answers to, yet knowing that God is on my side, I’m sure something great will spawn from this, I’m just not sure what it is.  Wow, that’s a really long sentence.

Pretty much every day lately I have been struggling with am I good enough?  Could I have done better?  Why did this happen?  Am I smart enough?  Am I driven enough?

When I was in high school and even college, I was scared to death of change, yet I felt like I was going somewhere.  Somewhere big.  And even if I wasn’t exactly sure where I was going, I still had the dream and the passion to accomplish it.  Now I feel like I’m floundering at sea.  Lost in the wind.  It’s a feeling I’m very unfamiliar with and I’m not real sure I care for it either.

So there you have it.  A very discombobulated post on how I’ve been feeling because honestly I can’t put my feelings and thoughts in to words.

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  1. Um hello supermodel!! Hot mama! I think we are all confused at times and have to keep reevaluating. You've already accomplished a lot in life {including finding the man of your dreams}, so I have faith in you!

  2. I think we all feel like that. My Dad is the only person I know who found his passion in his career and loves what he does. I think our generation has it a lot harder to find that path and stay on it– its like a bucking bronco– just hold on long enough until you get thrown to the next thing.

  3. It is so hard sometimes to just sit back and let God open the RIGHT door for you. I always jump into something, and then realize quickly that it was not God's plan therefor it is not going to work. He will show you were to go! Hopefully sooner rather than later.

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